Chances That I Had Missed

"Chances That I Had Missed"

There are chances that stones pulverised me heavily;
But this, this makes my life in a burden of little mercy.
I am such a good liar, and that liar kills me lightly.
I'm trying to change the course of the outcome but I'm failed.

Now tears flows in my eyes like a river down the hill.
Spending my hours listening to my mistakes in tears.
The flow of my flaws grows rapidly in my mind, I say.
I regret the days I hide in my knees and not letting it say.

I regret the day that fears covered my heart with doubts.
I am afraid to hear what other people might say about us.
Now I am here under the moonlight and blaming my broken heart.
Why I missed too many chances, I am such a damn man.

You came as an angel waving Gods plans but I'm wrong.
You came as a thief stealing my heart away from me.
I felt that I've been locked up empty handed in grief.
I should have let it said and at least I am not this crazy.

This is my greatest mistakes that I have done in my life.
Letting an angel slept away, another chances that I missed.
I surely be blame for I am such a stranger walking with fears.
Now I regret the time that I ignore these feelings and for being a coward.

Maybe if I let you go now, time comes we meet again and held the same.
Maybe this heavy burden will become light and I can say it that day.
Maybe if I let you go now, time comes we meet again and held the same.
Maybe this words that I should have said is truest, doubtless and fearless.

For now, I feel bad about what happened to my damned heart.
Maybe if I see you again, you will meant this broken heart.
Tomorrow is a mysterious thing to live after you go for good.
Maybe if I see you again, the pages once lost be written for good.

I know, maybe there's a great chance you will change from then.
I know, don't worry, it is not your fault that I am in this vain.
Moving on is the hardest part of being a lost stranger in the dark.
Walking so fast and sometimes turning to a wrong direction.

I am not closing my door for you until that day comes in us.
I will accept the consequences that might come between us.
I will just let you know as I writes this long and meaningful poem.
That the chances that I had missed from the time you came near me.
Is the greatest mistake that I had done in my life.