who knows

it seems the ones who offer the most amount of hands 

Are the ones who are in desperate need of help to stand 

Crash landing in a pit of despair 

But offer to assist those who are still in the air 

I would assume that helping those who are struggling to bloom

Would consume the negative thoughts that fill the room 

I guess its not enough to eliminate the rust forming around their soul

Looking for a high to escape the pit but there's no weed to roll

But no matter how deep the pit of despair has sunk

They will climb out just to give those on the way down some spunk 

So now when i see the biggest smiles

I wonder if its real or stitched together to disguise the denial 

I'm in this state of confusion because being happy is becoming an illusion