Pain

I feel empty
My heart isn't there
The love is gone
And so is the care
My mind is in a race
And insanity is in the lead
I'm trying to become normal
But negative energy is what I feed
No soul wants to be near me
I ooze depression
I need to start over
So let me start my confession
I fucked up
I threw away my life
As each day passes
I grow closer to the knife
The pain is overcoming
My thoughts are too much
I have no support
No hope, no crutch
I'm free falling
I'm coming down head first
I feel the blood gushing
My heart is about to burst
What a painful experience
Love is a killer
My life was a romantic comedy
But now it's a violent thriller