My Angel

If the ink from this pen could bring you back to life I'd write until my final days

Because living in a world without you has my mind in a cloudy haze

My mind's gears are off key, I can't think straight

Ever since that car stuck you and determined your life's fate 

Every time I walk into class and see your vacant desk

It keeps reminding me that I'm not over what happened, that I'm still a mess

If I was there I would of took the hit and saved you from harm

And hoped that I survived so that I can still witness that unforgettable charm 

But if I would have passed away, I would have proudly accepted death

To save you from harm would have been a perfect way to spend my last breath

But I can't rewind time, I can't go back to the day

And I know you will never come back no matter how much I pray 

We were just a few days from going on our first date

I was gonna call you to stay home because I was gonna be late

But you wanted to see me so you started to walk towards my destination

You even bought my favorite drink at a vending machine at the gas station

And thats when a drunk driver passed a red light and took you away 

He didn't even stop to see what happened, he left you to decay

Let me stop talking about the situation, its bringing me to tears

Because you dying before me was one of my biggest fears

I miss you so f*****g much

It feels as if my body can't move without your touch

Out of all the people in the world why did it have to be you

I never cared for many people in my life but you were one the few

But I know one day we will meet again

I know when we meet we'll talk like there's no end 

I just wanna hear your angelic voice and touch your fragile hair

I wish the last words I told you was about how much I cared

Soon enough we will meet again and enjoy each others vibe

But for now, you are my angel flying across the sky

You're in a better place, safe and sound

And I know you're watching me, catching my tears before they hit the ground

Don't think I forgot about our date

Just thinking about it makes it hard to sleep, I'm always awake

I'm so anxious to see you again! I can't wait to see you my love

You still give me butterflies in my stomach even though you're far up above