Head First

She sits by the lake, staring at her own reflection

Sick of falling for people's sick deception

She sits all alone, hoping someone can save her 

But just like at home, no one is there for her

The water, so deep, so clear

Drowning in it can take away the fear

It can wipe away all those tears

Shes had enough of the feeling of being alone

Her heart was once big, but now its just a chunk of stone

If she could collect all those tears, it would be deeper than the lake

All those times where she put on a smile, were merely fake

She had to hide the excruciating pain

So she wouldn't drown herself in her tears that came falling down like rain

There is a limit to how much pain a person can take

But now she has a chance to end it all by jumping in this lake

Will she turn back and suffer, knowing things won't get better?

Or will she end it all now and have her parents come home to a suicidal letter?

She looks at her reflection only to notice that its smiling

Because its underwater, it drowned, its no longer dying 

So she gets up on her own two feet and closes her eyes

And falls head first in the lake, she chose to die