You're killing me

I know these cigarettes kill me  

But I wish they'd kill me faster

I am a slave to her love, she is the master

You should come with a surgeon general warning 

Because of you, I can't sleep and stay awake past the morning

These cigarettes are destroying my lungs

But you're destroying my heart

Sometimes I wish I never met you and had a fresh start 

I can't help but think about you all the damn time

Just wondering... hoping the girl of my dreams is doing fine

These thoughts and feelings are so vicious

I know you mean no harm but to me you're so malicious

Because you are f*****g me up, I can't take this anymore

Sometimes I just wanna pack my bags and walk out the door

And run away, run away until I can't no more

This is what love feels like? 

This is the feeling everyone yearns for?

F**k it, I don't want it anymore 

I should have kept my receipt so I can return back to the store 

But I can't, I lost myself from loving you

My heart was ice cold but now its a melting pot of stew

Why? Because of you

You make me so happy but so mad

You were my first, and probably will be the best I ever had

But you blew it

You ripped my heart out my chest and f*****g threw it

I can't get over you, I just can't

I feel like you stepped on me as if I was a ant

You know what, I'm done with this rant

I'm just gonna sit back and enjoy my cigarette 

Because I love being with things that kill me