Welcome back

Every time I hear your name

My heart aches with hallow pain

The thought of you drives me insane

My tears began to fall like heavy rain

I thought I erased you from my memory

But that sight of you just flat out got to me

And you're still beautiful, more than ever

But I wish I didn't feel these emotions, you pulled the lever

And now these memories are pouring back in

I remember throwing out every memory of you in a bin

Now these memories of us together are coming back and making me cringe 

Just a simple glare

Made me feel such a despair

Man, life is just not fair

You didn't appreciate how much I'd care

The love I had for you was rare

And I'd always made sure I was there

Seeing you today tore me apart

I don't know where to start

I have to many thoughts right now that are destroying my heart

I hope I never see you again

But as much as thats true, I wish I could see you everyday

Even though you left me when you said you were gonna stay

I still have feelings for you that I can not deny

But I'll be fine without you

I'm alive aren't I ?