who knows

A Poem by ok jocelyn

I'll admit, I am scared to see you everyday because I know that as days pass, I'll start to fall for you a little more. You could be doing the most ordinary things, such as writing notes or smiling in the opposite direction; one glance at you and oh boy, how I would die to be in your arms. I have been stuck on the same guy for years; no matter how many times I told myself that I could get over him, I knew I couldn't, but with you, I fell effortlessly into you. There were nights where I would curl up in a ball with blankets upon me, just thinking about you and smiling because you made my day thousands of times better. I've never had that feeling. Now, I'm scared. I'm scared of getting hurt, the school year is almost over and who knows what will happen over summer. Who knows what you'll mean to me until the next time I see your face. Who knows if there will be more days that you've slipped from my mind, than days that you've constantly been on it.