Living to please

Living to please

I am tired of constantly having to tip toe around people
I am tired of making decisions based on what is best for other people
I feel trapped within
I have some much frustration rage anexity
That one day I feel like I am going to completely lose my mind, lose myself
Whenever I have an opinion they say that I am being disrespectful and aggressive but they did not understand that I am simply expressing my True honest emotions
at times I wonder what life would be like if I just walked away and started over
Would I still be faced with so much judgement and so many closed minded people..

Reviews

[Twilight]

It sounds as if you have good reasons, for wanting to reduce your anxiety, calm that rage and replace your frustration with some much needed satisfaction. Indeed, so called friends can sometimes seem unnecessarily judgemental; without putting themselves in your shoes. So many people have closed minds, which makes it hard to open up about our true thoughts and feelings; in their company. Amanda's simple advice makes sense too, and good that you've started taking walks; and I certainly walk regularly (usually including at least two long walks per week in addition to Circuits etc). Anyway, this piece only adds to my yearning to know more about you; and understand the real you.

[Tony Jordan]

Its not what you do its the way that you do it; it's not what you say, it's the way that you say it (Bananarama)
The people who are a success are usually good at reading people and adapting - having said that, work politics is enough to drive anyone potty.
I hope this isnt biographical - if it is I wish you all the best.

[Amanda]

Currently I feel like that in my office. Ever time I ask for help or try to take make an idea work I end up getting in trouble. I guess my advice to you would be take a step back. If you need a break from something just go take a walk

[JoceMaria]

Thank you
I've started taking walks and just giving myself time to breath and not react in a way in which I will be disappointed in myself.

[An owl on the moon]

One never fully lives when lost in the dreams and plans of others. Maybe you can find that place, that path to freedom, the journey to you. It's only there, your true home, that you will be free. Such powerful poetry.

[JoceMaria]

Hopefully I will, but in this current time I have no idea of how to even start.

[An owl on the moon]

Maybe just voicing it is your first step. Then follow the sunlight, where it leads.

[JoceMaria]

Thank you for your wise words 😊

[An owl on the moon]

Thank YOU for sharing your soul. 😊