February 20, 2012

*headache*

February 20, 2012

Mood Swings...

Ugh.

Mood swings.

Is that what I have?

Nothing really even happened today, and yet, I feel like ripping my hair out.

Am I really that upset?

If so, then why?

There is nothing I should be upset over.

Nothing happened.

Is that why?

Well, I can get irritated out of sheer boredom.

However, I'm not bored right now.

I suppose I'm just tired.

I wasn't able to get much sleep last night because I couldn't find a comfortable position to sleep.

All I want to do is sleep the days away, until Spring Break comes so I can spend time with the ones I love.

Hm...

I have a test in less than an hour.

I also have a test on Wednesday, which I need to study more on.

I'm seriously out of it at the moment.

I feel like crying.

Yelling.

Sleeping.

Why?

I swear, it's the homesickness.

I must miss my family a lot to be this down.

Even when my "feel-good" songs come on, I can't even crack a smile.

Hm...

This thought only occured to me when he mentioned it, but...

Ken has this habit of getting along with tons of people, then he'll hate them severely later on for no apparent reason.

I'm not severe like that, but I have found myself not caring for my friends.

It's weird, and I hate it.

However, it is a part of my life, I guess.

Anyway, that's why I'll be seeing a therapist this summer.

I don't know what's up with me, but I really don't like it.

I've changed for the worst.

This is not who I used to be.

I seriously feel like I need to avoid everyone for the rest of the day.

I can't, unless I skip dinner.

Maybe I'll feel better after math.

That's what I'm hoping.

If anything, I just need some rest.

Well, I'm done here.

Peace~