Letter To Myself

"There is no one better to motivate you but Yourself."

January 27, 2012

My Life... or Lack-Thereof.

Turn off the clock.

Stop feeling so sad.

Why aren't you smiling?

Crying doesn't solve a thing, but it can really help.

I know you miss him, along with others of your past.

I don't know what will happen in the future.

Therapy was something you mentioned.

Still going to do it?

Maybe it would be a life saver.

You went through almost two weeks stress-free and happy.

Didn't you like that?

I know I did.

Seeing you so happy and cheerful.

It was simply breath-taking.

It's been a long since I've seen a real smile from you.

You're so much prettier when you're happy.

You simply need to clear your mind of bad thoughts.

A cute girl like you doesn't deserve sadness.

Anyone can tell you that.

Listen to Tony.

Make a "F-It" day.

Ignore any haters.

Don't stress.

Do anything that makes you smile.

Forget about your weight.

Your looks.

All of it.

Go and enjoy the simple things of life while you can.

Life is only enjoyable if you make it that way.

You won't get a boyfriend looking depressed.

I know, a boyfriend isn't important to you.

Smile a little!

No, a lot!!

C'mon!!

No pouting, okay?

There we go~

Feeling a little better?

Good~

You're a strong girl, whether you believe it or not.

Many people can back me up on this.

You already look very young.

Don't hate the fact that you look younger than everyone else.

Be proud of that, alright?

Okay.

I'm going to list all the things I especially love about you.

You're very funny.

Considerate.

Caring of others.

Sweet.

So lovable.

Impossible to hate.

Extremely easy to tease~

Pretty guilable!

Cute!

Pretty.

Beautiful.

Gorgeous.

Unique.

So many wonderful words to describe you.

That's not even half, by the way!

I know you don't care for them now, but...

One day, you will get a boyfriend.

He will care for you.

He will hold you.

Kiss you.

Love you.

Like a boyfriend should.

Until then, keep smiling everyday.

Help others.

Keep writing your stories, poems, and lyrics.

Continue to sing.

Stay focused on your education.

Don't let little things bring you down.

Never feel jealous, for there is nothing you should be jealous about.

Forget trying to compare yourself to another.

They are not you, nor are you them.

You are you, and only you.

Believe me, you are more special than you think.

Please do not think that you will become conceited if you think positively about yourself.

It just means that you love yourself for everything that you are.

I know I love you, and always will.

You know this as well.

Remember!

Smile everyday and love yourself.

You'll get far.

Believe me.

I have faith in you.

Love, the future You,

Bri~

Author's Note

I'm known to write to myself to help clear my head. This is one of those times.
I was going through some self-doubts, and I learned that writing down your inner thoughts and listening to some beautiful ballads is the best way to go.
To anyone who may be going through similar things, take a deep breath.
Get a pencil and paper.
Grab that iPod or MP3 player.
Start writing, and cry if you want to.
More importantly, remember to smile. (^_^)