Chapter One

Reflections from Gemma.How it all turned out, from her perspective xD

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So there's a story for you.You shouldn't dive into love as fast as you dive into a cold water just cause you'll get used to the feeling.Truth be told, you won't.It'll suck like hell everytime you get disappointed.Well,maybe i got my expectations too high.But,don't people say we gotta take risks in life?

I, took THE risk, the big one,just after i met you.I should never have trusted my heart this much.It seems i keep making the same mistake, over and over again.Guess i can't resist a pretty smile and some good conversation.Who would, huh? So, the equation is not all negative in the end.Not at all.Damn right we had glorious moments, at least i think we did, every laugh, hug,even all the tea watching to sunsets together.I can't complain or say it wasn't fun,because it was.That's why all the memory from us,brings a smile to my face and makes me feel so nostalgic about all this.Those were my sweet days of winter and his  sweet days of summer.Still, let's consider it was summery enough for both, shall we?

It didn't use to be like that to me,no, i was used to have fun for a while now, partE and stuff you know? Hanging out with some random guys now and then...but it never got to be something much more than just phisical feeling, there was really close to no feeling at all,sometimes zero, n-a-d-a.Maybe it's a phase, a phase that every girl goes through once, i don't know.What i do know is when it gets to something, more ,than feelings and you start to emotionally connect  to someone,yeah, that's when it gets tricky for the human being.Now isin't that some big surprise.

Here's where he finally fits in.John i mean.My Dear John.Not the one from the war though, nah, this one was tailor made.And for a while he was made just for me.

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[Jill Trisk]

I know it's small for a first Chapter, but there's a lot more to come....i wanted you to have a glimpse of it all anyway :)