Denial

The first thing we ought to do after we have our heart broken is to smile like there is no broken pieces piercing your insides

How did it end up like this?

What did I do, What did I miss?

We're just having our regular talk

But then you got up and started to walk

What did we talk about that night

That leaves me hanging, no reason to fight

What did I ever said

That makes me so scared and afraid

When did things start to go this way

did your love for me started to sway

When did you ever feel alone

feeling the chills pierced through your bones

Where would we end up after this

Will you ever feel that you'll be missed

Where should I go now that your gone

All I had is a broken heart and a loaded gun

Can this be just another dream

one of those frightful nightmares, it seems

Tears roll down while I grin

I closed my eyes hoping a sweet dream will begin

Author's Note

Nope, I'm not suicidal. Yes, this is what I feel