Chapter 2 Do I Care?

A Chapter by JewelsIsabella

Violete has never cared about anything her whole life until now? Has Trever changed her life?

Dear Journal,

So I am officialy 16. My mom said I could have a Sweet 16. But, that is the least of my worries. I told Sharon how I felt. She said no worries Trever is pretty hot. Then I said "Oh, good I thought you would freak out how we made eye to eye contact." She then did freak out she wanted all details. I told her how we stared into eachothers soles for only a minute. But, it felt like hours and hours and years and years. Then, a grin reached his face when he asked if I was alright. I loved that moment. I said I was very clumsy. Then Trever and I laughed and laughed. I actully smiled. It was so weird. My face kinda hurts now from my smiling. I never knew a face could hurt from smiling, I mean really smiling and laughing. I have fake smiled and fake laughed. But never really smiled and laughed. I have laughed before with Sharon. But, never for that long. I mean I was smiling and laughing for what it felt like for 7 hours. I have no idea how long I was laughing and smiling. The longest I've even showed my teeth is 2 minutes. That's just for brushing my teeth. I have very white teeth apparently. That's probally because whenever I am stressed I brush my teeth. Which I seem to be alot, surprisingly. That is the one emotion I have stress and hate. I never knew that those were the two worse feelings. But, those are the ones I only have. But, now I have one more love. I think? Now Sharon won't even talk to me because she has been working on getting eye contact with him for years. But, one day I get the eye contact and I haven't been working on it at all. She is so mad that she won't even help me with my sweet 16. I want him to come....for her. Not me or it would make things worse. That is all I have to say, so see you later.

Sincerely,

Violete

( P.S. Ignore what I will write below because I just didn't want to hold it in. I don't care but yet I do care about someone and something. I don't know if I care? So, it disquises me and Sharon loves him. Duh! )

( P.S.S. The next page I will talk about my sweet 16.)

( P.P.S.S I HATE LOVE!! )

~~I LOVE YOU TREVER!!~~