A random poemA Poem by Jewell Leigha very pessimistic poem about my life in earlier years (free verse)Beauty is my curse My persona is lethal I envy fame but cannot embrace it. To love is Hell Honesty is far from me Pain is my life and devours me whole. Attention is my prison Yet I yearn lonliness only to be imprisoned by love To be loved is also torturous To not show love is a burden Hiding feelings feeds my guilt Showing emotion enrages me with hate This is a life-long feeling But love is the most deadly distraction Keeping me emotional and distressed Romeo doesnt exist in my world He is just a fable among the rest Prince Charming is satan in disguise There to drain you of happiness Soon to destroy your heart...never to look back I am tortured yearly in the place i hate most Three more miserable years to bear But it takes one to break me Ive held up long and hard Waiting to let go at the right moment Yet afriad to let go too soon But one man loves me and im afraid to love him back Scared to ruin his hearts desire Daily he expresses his love for me But out of fear I express hate Hostility overpowers my love for him And he questions my love daily because of that I cried often wondering why I am this way My only conclusion is the lasting scar the death of a loved one has haunted me with He says to let go but I cannot knowing my favorite aunt is no longer here Ive been tainted by death and that will never change It will only worsen when my great grandma is called home by God Knowing thats near hurts me more My only wish in life is that noone will ever go through what has transpired in mine As I sit here writing this, i wonder if the reader will understand J.L. Parker's life is not all love and sunshine She just envies the ones around her who has it © 2010 Jewell Leigh |
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Added on February 22, 2010 Last Updated on February 22, 2010 AuthorJewell LeighPortsmouth, VAAboutI'm 17 and a junior in high school. I am I'm intrigued by anything out of the normal. Including people. I love reading and writing. My current hobbies are playing video games and photography. A new an.. more..Writing
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