Lost in ThoughtsA Poem by JetMardium8/8/2016
I lose myself in thought
I try to stop the painful memories as they float by So many pointless battles I’ve fought What to show, have I? Mountains I’ve climbed Oceans I’ve crossed Countless nights I’ve lied awake and whined Despairing over those who I had loved and lost Inside my chest A scarred ripped cracked hunk of man still exists Sometimes I wish I could take a rest But alas I persist A moment to breathe I cannot spare A life of dedication and reprieve Sinner by nature Monster by rite In the end. I won’t find my rapture Doomed to watch, to glimpse the light Though forsaken for tasting Forbidden from basking My life I had been wasting Redemption and forgiveness was all I was asking A course set in motion A pawn on a board Imagine for a moment, if I had been an abortion If I died before I forsake myself, before I forsake my lord Then I snap back I realize I’m sitting around everyone I love and care about So I force myself back on track I swallow my pain, and make it seem without a doubt That I am okay That’s simply not true The fact is, I’ll be gone someday Then when they ask, do you remember him, they will all simply say, remember who? © 2016 JetMardium |
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