TNM 8/19/2014

A Poem by JetMardium

I lay down at night
I start to dream
I awaken with a fright
I start to cry and scream
Alone on the earth
Alone in life
Evil instrumental in my birth f
Voice forged like a knife
I beg for freedom
Plead for forgiveness
Access to his kingdom
My prayers almost useless
A hand dealt light
Stacked with hardship
Whole life has been a fight
All to make me worship
A man with no Faith
Lost in the dark
He believed in an evil wraith
The one which persuaded him to.embark
Upon a quest
If he survived he would be surpass
This he thought all a jest
Until despair had become amass
Power he wanted
Knowledge the one
This wish to be granted
His soul the wraith had won
Love the only redemption
True love the curse to break
This nonsense kept in discretion
Most of his life lived fake
He wandered aimlessly for years
Loss and broken in the heart
A million times shedding tears
Living without that essential part
Blessed with a son
Fur and four legs
Until his life came to be done
He falls to his knees and begs
Let him persevere
Tragedy annihilation
Hate and despair
As in my arms reversed creation
My son dead
Life without purpose
Days spent in bed
Take my life I suppose
Until the day I met her
My life meaningful
Almost forgot about my son of fur
My heart almost whole
The next half was love
A woman to understand me
Someone to treat like a precious dove
Someone to set me free
The 29th of June
An angel was sent
My body felt a majestic tune
As the lord understood my attempt to repent
Happy and cheerful
The world slowing to stability
Still I am fearful
Losing people is my grandest ability
Still she's here
She says to stay
I try to ignore the fear
Just love day by day
Thankyou to the light
The shadows dissipated
Everything starting to go right
Fated, anticipated, and long awaited
You are a beacon
The one I've been searching for
A new life to begin
For the sad useless man w***e
From the bottom of the barrel
To the top
Like a wriley squirrel
I promise I'll never stop
Never stop showing I care
Baby I want, no I need you
I just need you to hear
Baby just call me your boo