Trying to forget you is painfully hard. I what you back in my arms, holding me, kissing me, looking at me. Even a simple hello would do. I miss you. Every little thing about you is stuck in my mind, your smile, and your amazing blue and hazel eyes. Everything that you have done that made me smile. The good and the bad memories will not fade. I want it to wash away just want you to disappear from my memory I wish nobody would ever speak your name again. Never hearing your name or anything about you ever again. The pain of living without you by my side is painful enough. It’s been so hard trying to live life everyday without you. How one minute I had you in my arms and the next you were gone. I will never have you again. It kills me knowing that, that I will never have you. Your touch, your kiss, your eyes gazing into mine. Nothing…