PeacekeeperA Poem by JessicaGadzialaI forgive those who never deserved a second chance or third or fourth of fifteenth and I lick the wounds in silent self-loathing- their names bringing memories as sharp as knives and I can feel my resolve slip with every unanswered call and text mistakingly thinking I can get my point across better with silence than the words filling my throat and sitting heavy on my chest it is no wonder I have panic attacks at the thought of standing up for myself- I was raised to keep quit duck my head and avoid confrontation- And I could hate them better if they would just ... let me if they kept my name from their lips and took my silence as the loudest kind of noise but I know my phone is beeping in the other room and it is getting harder and harder to keep pretending my spine isn't weak from all this bending over backward to keep the peace. "Peacekeeper"- 11-30-13-jessicagadziala
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