Until It Doesn't HurtA Poem by JessicaGadzialaI couldn't get back two years of my life spent worrying myself to ulcers over someone who could never love me as much as he claimed. And I cant erase the person it made me become weak and passive and so consumed with someone else that I forgot how to be myself. But I could wear clothes I wouldn't be caught dead in three years ago and I could give up friends and family and coffee and food and I could bury myself so deep in sorrow that I took blades to my own skin and force myself to fall into bed with a virtual stranger and spend two hours in the shower after trying to wash the regret away and I could cut off sixteen inches of hair that he once loved running his fingers through and pierce things and date boys my mother would never allow into her home and drink too much and dance with strangers and take too many chances and try to bury him underneath the rubble of new mistakes and memories until it doesn't hurt. "Until It Doesn't Hurt"- 11-25-13- jessicagadziala
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2 Reviews Added on November 26, 2013 Last Updated on November 26, 2013 Tags: poem, poems, poetry, creative writing, writing, personal, love, relationships, breakups, sadness AuthorJessicaGadzialaNJAboutMy name is Jessie. Coffee addict, bibliophile, crazy bird lady. Sometimes I write. more..Writing
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