S&M

He left bruises on my throat for a week-

once lifted me and threw me across a bed like my 

entire existance was nothing

compared to the strength in his arms-

he wanted me like a fist

wants something to slam into-

because he was a spring

wound too tightly with memories of her

and all the things he never said

and he sprang at me with all his

repression. 

And maybe I wanted him to hurt me-

feeling nothing but numb inside that the

manifestation of his pain as purple bruises on my lips

and red scratches on my hips

was evidence that there was still

sensations to be felt.

"s&m" - 10-18-2013- jessicagadziala

Reviews

[MoriartyMesa]

I think MotorHead says it better than me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kd6dtkuKvao

[John Alexander McFadyen]

An excellent portrayal of the confusion violent sex can cause in the mind! This is sensitively written in an intelligent and insightful voice.