Come Back to Me

*written during a tough time with my now-ex. Good thing I don't have these thoughts in my head anymore!

What is it with satisfaction

Never enough within this faction

Only a fraction of happiness

Just doesn’t make me seem entirely blessed

Within this mind that is my own

Where I wear myself out though not alone

Too many things going through my mind

Turning it into an epic mine

Of lines, music, and too many emotions

That seem to be worth more than the oceans

Too many thoughts with too many tears

Threaten to erase what I’ve done all these years

Weep no more, my voice does say,

Though to be honest, there’s no easy way

To keep everything I feel in check

It’s complicated, and I’m mostly a wreck

I cry too much, that fact is true

Especially when I do in front of you,

Who have given me very few reasons to cry

No, I’d lie if I said I never wanted to die

It’s not going wrong, but it’s not going right

I thank you for somehow bringing me out of my night

I’m glad you’ve proved me wrong once again,

And I’m glad I’ve proven you wrong on where you’ve been

You’re not alone when it comes to that hurt

Especially with cheaters with lies and their dirt

I’m scared to lose you more than you’ll know

And I know it will be difficult to let you go

But if I must, then I will, though I honestly hope

That that doesn’t happen, and we’ll still be in our trope

Of happiness, kindness, and joy galore,

Now come back to me to that glorious glore.