Guilt

I Feel So Much Regret I Need Help From Some One,

 Im Lost,

 I Feel Like Hurting Myself,

 My Heart Hurts,

Like Some One Is Sqeezing it,

Im Trying To Be What Every One Wants Me To Be,

Yes Im Being Myself,

But The Guilt Is..........

Is Hurting Me,

F**k This Guilt Im Trying So Hard From The Start To Try To Get Rid Of It But I Just Can't,

Im Just Hurting Myself From The Inside,

But What I Want To Say Is Scary,

I Want To Tell People What I Want To Tell,

But This Guilt Is Holding Me Back,

My Hands Feel Like Water Of Blood,

My Own Blood Of Guilt,

I Can't Keep Going Like This Way,

Im Sorry Father For I Have Sinned.

~Jesse Artimio