How I Feel...

My life has shattered
Brokeness has begun
I always pushed it away
I was always on the run.

But now I feel alone
Yet I have you on my side
I'm fighting this battle
But I really just want to hide.

What would people think 
If there was no more love
What would my decision do
I can't even look above.

No, God is oh so distant
Or maybe that's just me
Maybe everything in life
Is meant for me to see.

That we all have struggles
We all have hurt and pain
No one is perfect or happy
But there's still so much to gain.

My problem is that I'm lost
And I don't know how to feel
I'm crushed and I'm shattered
This seems so far from real.

But maybe this is destany
A chance to be happy
A chance to reach my goals
With God as my controls.

He's brought me this far
Because He has a plan
But I don't know what it is
From the fear, I always ran.

Now I will push forward
I will let prayer be my light
And everytime I'm lost
I'll ask God to give me sight.

Oh what a revolution
That I'm speaking out this poem
From the bottom of my heart
I just want to have a home.

A place I can find refuge in
When sorrow is like a breeze
A breeze that never goes away
A breeze that will never cease.

I want to know I'm loved
And no longer be pushed away
From those closest to me
I just want to find my way.

I want to be a writer
And pursue photography
I want to make a difference
And take a peek at geography.

Yeah I want to move to Romania
And start a family there
I want to see my 'family'
Because I always know they care.

So that is my earnest passion
My ultimate desire
But how shall I grasp it
When it's so hard to inquire.

Reviews

[The Nude Writer]

I love this.. God is at the controls and He knows what He is doing :)
Great writing

[koty bell]

A very powerful Poem filled with raw emotion and life lessons and struggles great write hope u r well

[Adam Whitworth]

nice, well done, very good

[That1Nerd23]

Thank you(: