Broken in two again.

A Story by Jess Holden

A rant.

I thought I had stopped letting people into my heart, until last night. 
You broke me in two over what I couldn't help. 
Over who I couldn't trust. 
Over the stupid little things I warned you about years ago. 
What kind of person does that? 
I helped you through so much: your fathers drinking, your mother's abuse, your boyfriend heartbreaks and best friend meltdowns. 
All for what? 
 
For you to turn your back on me after one f**k up? 
You say you're better than to put up with this, with me, when you're going to the people that lie to your face instead?! 
How is this fair? 
How is it I lose someone that I trusted as much as you, to a lying b***h like her? 
How is it that I can't even cry out because you were that close? 
Well because of you, i'm going to let you know, everythings changing. 
 
I don't care if you stop caring. 
I don't care if you want to talk. 
 
I just don't care anymore. 
 
I'm forgetting everything we've been through, and am saying f**k this. I'm not giving up in myself, or breaking down because of you. 
I have a purpose. Even if I don't, at least I tried.