APOLOGY

'Apologies for being such a fiasco'

Apologies are in order to those who bother

Mother, sister, brother and farther

To those in authority, who are set above me

Rule me, persecute me, demean me and make me feel unworthy

It is not to them i objurgate my wrongs

It is I, myself, me a sinner, Imperfect, defected , an incomplete song

A ton of errors, an absent minded disposition

A miserable attempt towards honor and completion

A terrible witness, an example for a generation

A manual for failure, a legacy of decay

An absolute deterioration of all hopes, dreams  and positive anticipations

A fool, a laughing stock of god’s apprehension

A hypocrite , an impostor to my faith

A failure in my conduct, a slave to my addictions

Disappointment!... cry out my forerunners as they turn in their graves.

A mutilation of God’s Plans and a futile cause of redemption.