Long Dead You

I've experienced your swelled vein grip
On my heart

Loss of breath as I catch a ride on the train
Please remain

Smooth sticky honey for my Queen Bee
Bitter pills melt
And mingle with a memory

Never met you,
But I know your taste

You'll come to me with colors of obsession
Promising pleasures
Open doors
Floors

Offer comfort for crawling
Clawing

At shadows of an insect empire
Perpetual dawn offered to a liar

Cradle me in the cold arms of the universe
Reach the blackness
Only to find more

Disillusioned boundaries
Of the dark w***e

Feeling familiar to a few
Feeling the presence...

Of a long dead you