Planned and Destroyed

what the heck. severely mad with the bf's parents.

This isn't our night
I feel like I don't want to go.
So much fun is worthless
if you can't even enjoy it with me.

This pain hurts in my chest.
I don't know why it does.
It just sort of sits there
and threatens to make me cry.

Why can I not go on without you anymore?
I need you whenever I can get you.
We were so close and now--
it's all ruined by an outside force.

We planned this, it was going to happen!
Now look, it doesn't even matter
what we think. . .
Please Lord work some miracle for me.
I can no longer wish for something
because you're the only one
who Makes and Dismantles.

Reviews

[Distant horizons]

beautifully written. such sadness