Lonely for...

A Poem by Jenna Kay

The curve of my spine still remembers the feel of your tracing fingers
My thighs still recall the way they wrapped around your hips
And my lips hold their memory of the incredible softness of your mouth
The mouth that pressed against my neck, my breast, my colorbones, my thighs
My eyes will forever keep a speck of your crystal clear blue within them
Not much
Just enough so I'll always be able to see you
Even when I'm over you
Do you know that I can't miss you?
That I won't miss your voice, your smile, your touch, your eyes
Your mind
I mean, we just weren't right
So I let you go on that night
But is it okay to still miss something you don't want back?
Now
All I want to know is if you're lonely
Because maybe then we'd feel the same
I want you to kiss me again, but never tell me you want me
I want you to run your fingers down the curve of my spine, but please, dear god, never say you love me
I miss your presence, your hold, your hands, your comfort
Simply... You
But don't bring back the emotions
I may just want what I know that I don't