Pain

I was crying writing this-so it could be massively flawed.

As my tears fall on my lap;

like raindrops...

Non-stop...

My heart throbs with an indescribable pain.

And my world turns black.

I miss the happy times we had...

I wanted your promises to come true.

Never broken. 

I wish I could turn back time... 

But that was not to be. 

My eyes burn with the tears...

My breathing feels hard.

Like I am inhaling fire...

And exhaling blood. 

And my eyesight blurs.

Into a dark haze. 

My heart bleeds with the pain. 

Like a knife unable to remove. 

My soul is shattering. 

My spirits are dimmed. 

I feel as if life has become nothing...

My once better than dreams life;

ripped away from me. 

I feel ice on my skin-

Instead of the warmth from yours... 

I feel weakness surround me. 

Instead of your loving strength. 

What happened?

You know I am not strong. 

You know I won't be able to take it. 

Yet you leave;

without legit explanation. 

I pray that God will forgive me;

and that you will forgive me;

with a second chance. 

For I feel nothing but pain. 

And you know I am so. 

I pray your heart will bloom with love again. 

And be the person I once knew. 

You are still the same person. 

But not towards me....

I cannot say Goodbye, my love. 

For I have no strength. 

Call it Puppy Love, as they say. 

But I waive their claims. 

I miss you;

I love you. 

Don't leave..

Author's Note

Hope there weren't many flaws. With all the tears blocking my view, was kind of hard to write this.

Reviews

[Siddhartha]

it ain't flawed. what it has got is a lot of heart...and heartbreak...

[Sukriti Suki]

I didn't see any flaws but a lot of pain..depression, heart ache are all very hard to deal with. Hope you find peace in poetry, I did...I liked this poem as it is honest and from the heart and it surely did reach mine.