You promised...

Nostalgic...

The 23rd, I celebrate my love. 

On the 9th, I celebrate Valentine's. 

Every passing day, I celebrate your existence. 

But now everyday I celebrate my death. 

For each passing day, is hell to me. 

Every night owns a stabbing pain. 

You promised the sunset.

By the beach. 

And the stars at your balcony. 

The time I would awake;

and see you next to me. 

Ready with a morning kiss. 

You promised everlasting love. 

And forever comfort. 

Your dearest support in my writing... 

My want to pursue in Fashion. 

Now I lost my biggest supporter. 

I can't tell you how happy I am...

With such lovely comments...

And the freedom to write...

To share...

You promised an embrace to my tears...

A healing to my sadness... 

A cure for my depression... 

But now you are the cause of it all. 

I collapse. 

You promised Truth. 

But failed to tell me on January. 

And I failed you. 

By doing so, I fail myself.

I promised my existence. 

But you killed me. 

I promised my heart.

But you threw it away. 

Your promises;

all broken.

Shattered... 

Leaving me like broken China doll. 

Or a puppet with cut strings. 

A torn Rag Doll. 

Oh how I miss you so...

I hate that I love you... 

I lost your trust.

I lose your love...

You said you wouldn't break your promises...

That we were true love..

But its broken...

But then again...

You promised...

Author's Note

Was bored... And incredibly nostalgic. My dearest Wei Shen was very close to my heart. xp
I'd feel awful if I can't vent it all out. :'(

Reviews

[An owl on the moon]

What deep pain confessed in a broken promise... This holds rich, dark emotion that stuns the heart and mind. So powerful.. overwhelming..

[Angel Bird]

Sad and filled with palpable anger. Disappointment and broken trust shine bright in your words. Great write that wonderfully shows how difficult it is to mend a heart, and to let go ... Excellent work!

[Chris Smith Welshpoetcs]

You realeased the anguish and shared it well my friend.