used

Anger that spilled out over the loss of a friend

used

tossed aside like a common thing

there to fulfill a need in the moment

never to be addressed

again

 

how cruel

can you be

to show a spark

of benevolence

only to rip it away

without offering an reason as to

why

 

females are funny creatures

over analyze

the smallest of things

 

a passing comment

the quote of a lyric

a look

misread

 

to never be sure

 

friendship

taken away

by your own hand

 

“don’t get attached”

 

fatal last words

words that will not soon be forgotten

an evil phrase that will smolder

for some time to come

 

a dream

an illusion

to be called friend

 

to toy with someone

so easily

it’s reckless

 

“I’m broken”

 

another farce

an absurd evasion

a deflection you use too often

 

to care so much

only to now know

the attention

was a wasted effort

 

so callous

so cruel

you abandoned me

 

now

i go forward

minus one

i called friend

 

a friend I cared deeply for

a friend who will never

reciprocate

 

i live each day

as it comes

i know nothing of

regret

 

people do things with intent

choices are made

lives are changed

 

now

i choose to leave

i will no longer be there

when your world is threatening

when the storm clouds gather

 

do not look for me

I will not be there

 

never have I felt so absurd

for falling for such deception

you will never know

how bad you

hurt

me

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[FateDictates]

real honest painful true..been there too..

[Corset]

well, I have to fall back on my last review, the emotions are stinging in this, but to not allow communication or repair, well everyone looses. But if they never know how badly they hurt you, how can they make it right? Assuming they'd want to, some may not. Very emotionally strong with a personal message of pain that comes across to this reader very strongly.