Because of You - Rant

I don't know if this really is a poem, but I put it as such :) I feel better.

To put it simply:
I hope to never see your face again.
I never want to hear you.
smell you.
touch you.
I don't want you to interfere with my judgment, senses,
ever again!
I took a risk, I thought I was safe,
but look at me now,
I have my guard up more than ever,
because of you.
No, we never took it passed step two.
But it is all your fault.
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
We had the spark, common feelings.
Step one.
Making it exclusive, step two.
no, not for you.
You let fear make you it's b***h.
oh, no, I'm not angry.
Just disappointed in myself.
That I chose to let my guard down for someone like you.
I thought you were worth every second,
to try to and get to know you.
Now,
You are hardly worth what I am writing.
I don't hold grudges,
but darling, you are the only exception.
I just want you to know that you changed me.
You made my walls go up higher.
I never want this to happen again.
You coaxed me to play with fire.
The fact that you aren't who you used to be,
should be enough to set me free.
The man you are now,
and the man that I used to know,
are not the same.
Same face.
Same name,
but not the same man.

All in all,
I hope you're happy.
I loved seeing you smile.
But I never want to see your smile again.
All is fine now,
except that you've left me with nothing to rid of this grudge.
It's not like you care,
because ,of course,
you did nothing wrong.
save it for someone who doesn't know the truth.
I've discovered your defenses.
You pretend you are perfect,
everything you say and do is right.
therefore you never feel regret.
Grow up.
Be the realist you think you are.

Reviews

[robyn.alexandra]

there is such beauty in a simple purge.
Great work, good rythm. Well done.

[200STM]

Deep well done poem