Wishing and waiting

a consatnt inner lying message of sadness, sorry peeps but i'm very dark at times...

 

 

 

Every day turns longer and longer,

a human grows older and older,

I don't want life to pass me by,

I wanna tackle it with force,

conquer it with words instead of a sword.....

but how?

The one I think about day and night,

the single human being that has more sweetness

more kindness, more everything, does not even notice me....

each day it's the same old hi or hello, nothing more, nothing less,

My mind says go take what is in your grasp, but my body restricts me from

doing so.......

He's only in my dreams as something more,

but that's only a dream....

Although his eyes hold the beauty of the sea beneath a sunset,

it will never be,

Although his grasp is as light and affectionate as a baby's hand,

it can never be,

distancing is all I can do, for that's all I ever will do........

Reviews

[MandarinOranges]

is worse to love from a distance and never know what might have been or to let it be known and be rejected? i myself am still trying to figure this all out. thank you for sharing this beautiful poem, it really strikes home for me.
you are very talented with words..keep on writing!!!

[Aly Sky]

Interesting. I like the sense of emotion this piece gives out to one's mind. I understand exactly all that your saying too! Difficult, isn't it? To witness someone so beautiful but never notices you. I know the pain. Keep up the great work!