Cassie's Story

I wiish this wasn't a true story.

It's only been a few days since they lost contact, but it feels like months to him. His mind races with every possible outcome that could happen from his love's husband finding out about him. The worst thoughts plague his head as he continually wonders if he'll ever hear her sweet voice, or see her face again. He stares out his office window, feeling helpless, and empty at the thought of something happening to her. She made him happy, she gave him hope, and he knew he could spend the rest of his life staring into her eyes.

This morning he sat on the edge of the bed, missing her touch, and weeping over losing her. It wasn't that either one of them wanted to let the other go. Threats of violence from her husband had made the two call it off. She was unwilling to put him in the way of danger, even though he was more than willing to protect her. So she stayed to protect him, even though it meant being unhappy. He went over every plan he could to figure a way to get her to him, but she would have none of it. His life was too important for her to allow the thoughts of him dying by protecting her.

All day he's been imagining her calling, saying she's in town. His mind keeps seeing her pull up and them reuniting in a big hug like something from a movie. He can almost feel her in his arms as he imagines this scenario over and over. Her infectious smile running across her face, tears of joy flowing down their faces as they embrace. But then reality sets in, and he wonders if he'll ever get the chance again to kiss those lips that took his breath away. He wonders if they'll get to do all of the things they talked about. Would they see the happy ending they dreamed about? Would they live with one another until they were old and gray liked they joked about so many times?

He can't bear the thought of never speaking with her again. The love he had for her was like nothing he's ever known. In his mind, she was perfect for him. He knew that they would be happy together. Even if he never sees her again, he just wants to know if she's alright.

Whatever she's doing now, he wants her to know that he will always love her. He wants her to know that he'll always keep her in his heart and no woman will ever make him feel the way he did when he was with her.

Reviews

[Nothing Personal]

Seems to have a rare personal touch..that makes it desperate, immensely passionate and bleakingly hopeless..Good job..I can see this happening to me as i stare outside my office window, missing her :-)