Heartbroken

Writed this for the contest.

I am a sleepwalker, and I walked during nightmares

waking up, different places.

It wasn't anything, out of ordinary

me and my wife, just laughed about it.

This one night, having nightmares again

it was so vivid, smelling, hearing, and seeing

everything.

In a dream I was so angry, to my wife 

she was having affair with my Brother.

She wasn't even sorry, that I caught her

just laughing at my face.

I went to kitchen, in a rage

picked up largest knife, I could find

and went back to bedroom, where she was

Still smiling.

I stabbed her so many times, there was blood everywhere

feeling of satisfaction, didn't last long

because realisation, came to my mind

what have I done.

I woke up with a scream, screamed and yelled

more and more, for what I saw.

I had killed her, when I was in a dream

now kneeling, on top of her

knife in hand, soaked with warm blood.

Filled with sorrow and sadness, remorse and shame

I went to carage, to find some thick rope

and tied a noose in it.

When I managed, to tie it on the roof

standing on a stool, asking forgiveness from god

and kicked the stool, under me

Worst thing was, when my wife woke up

next morning, and saw me hanging. 

Not knowing, what had happend!

Author's Note

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