wanting to throw a toaster at someone's head

wanting to throw a toaster at someone's head 
never seemed like a thing I would ever consider in life
I was very wrong 
who knew that it would be at the person I most love in the world?
everyone
it's amazing that love and hate can be so closely related
that's why the color red represents both anger and love
on one hand it makes no sense at all 
why would I want to throw a toaster at someone I love?
on the other it makes perfect sense
you never get close enough to someone you don't love
why would you?