Talking

I can feel my heart beat...

       But I know my chest is empty.

So why does it feel like.....

                       My pulse is racing?

Here I go again......

        Killing myself for you.

How stupid was I.......

        To fall In love with you?

Hurting. This pain is pure bliss. 

This feeling of a heart beat, in my empty chest.

God, why the f**k am I so stupid?

Asking you to be my friend. 

I'm an idiot.

I'm....I'm lost for words.

Wishing I knew less.

Wishing.....no....praying to have you back.

Yet your words stung me.

Hurt me.

Cut this endless wound even deeper.

Trying to push me away, yet you only pull me deeper.

Right now all I feel is anger.

I want to hurt you.

So  lied to you.

I said I cheated.

When I didn't.

And it made me feel so much better.

But I already regret those words.

It makes me sick just thinking about them.

I hope I break your heart.

Just as bad as you hurt mine.

As bad as you're hurting it right now.

Twisting it in your hands.

'Cause that's where it is, it's in your possesion now.

And now you ask who it was.

But I can't tell you no one.

I hope I hurt you good.

'Cause I feel like s**t about it.

Reviews

[loves2write91]

OMG this was beautiful! I KNOW this feeling I been there, I can relate to this I really like this poem great job! =)

[An owl on the moon]

Powerful, moving write. Your words fall like rain, exposing a depth of pain and loss so deep. Such emotion and honesty.

[Glasseskitten]

Touching poem. I liked these line:

'This pain is pure bliss'.

[nostal]

Very moving, in a sort melodramatic powerful way.
Great write.