Why

Why love is so hard?
Everything feels so awkward.
I'm just sitting here.
Staring at nothingness.

The fairytales in my head.
I don't believe in fairytales.
Those obvious fairytales of you and I.
Cause in my mind, nothing lasts.

Am I invisible?
I used to stand at your door.
With my heart in my hand.
I guess love is blind.

Was it a wrong time?a wrong moment?
Or just not the right person?
What if there's a parallel universe?
What if time repeats itself?

Why, why not me?
What is it your searching for?
The hardest goodbye was.
When you don't have a choice.