Confession of a CowardA Poem by simpleromanticlove confessionI wanted to talk to you, But I stayed
quiet and distant. ‘Cos I don’t
know how, And too timid
to approach you. Please let
me start with this.
Emotional
scars don’t heal easily. From a long
time of an act of foolishness, And
ignorance kept me apart from God. A painful
confession of my brokenness, Led me back towards
to His salvation.
My
reconnection to God of redemption, Allowed me a
chance to meet you. That night, the
first time I saw you. I can’t help
myself to stare at you. You look so familiar
and my curiosity begins.
At first, it
was just a plain curiosity. But without
me noticing, it started something else. I never get
tired looking at you. You become more
beautiful in my eyes, And I found myself
being fascinated by you.
I tried to
put some effort to become closer to you. But it just
place as in an awkward phase. In such a
peculiar chance. Finally, we
come face to face. And my heart
starts to race. I don’t know
what to say. I’m afraid you
might say, "No." And my
chances with you are low. So I just
stood there, And watched
you go.
I'll confess
I'm a coward, And yes I am
scared. I’ve never
experienced rejection in my life, And I’m so afraid
of your rejection. But I’m more
scared not to have a slightest chance to prove myself to you.
I like you, and
I don’t expect you to like me back. I’m not
asking for your heart, I’m just hoping
you can give me a chance. I want to
show and let you know how special you are to me. I hope you
can give me a chance.
I don’t know
what you think of me. I don’t even
know why I’m so fixated on you. I’m not
supposed to be scared of you. Just let me
know if I should stop. Take your time, I’ll be patiently waiting. © 2017 simpleromantic |
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Added on January 14, 2017 Last Updated on January 15, 2017 AuthorsimpleromanticManila, NCR, PhilippinesAboutI find myself happy w/the simple things. Appreciating the blessings that God gave me. I take a lot of pride in being myself. And I do forgive but I can't forget. more..Writing
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