Plunge Into the Psyche

a poem/song about becoming schizo.... among other things...

I think my brain is leaking
Out of every hole
Looks like the walls are shaking
Time to go home

Take a walk, down the lane
Please dont stop, feel the pain
Is that shock, on your face?
With the fear, your insane.

Where has your eye gone?
Floating away
It takes you along
Until your above, up above...

Its all so small,
Like ants and dots
Elevation falls
As you hit rocks

How are you not a pancake right now?
Splattered onto the sidewalk
Some horrific life like cartoon
With bulging eyes, thats made of goo

Why are you standing there saying nothing
Just starring blankly into the distance
As if searching for that one hint, that one clue
Its right under your nose, right up front and over

And here it comes
the elephant
And where you ask
Has it come from

Well no one knows
Or no one sees
A gigantic problem
festering.

Paranoia sets in now
What will i do to fix this
How are they gonna look at me
When they know all my secrets

They'll hunt me down for sure, im sure
Theyll make me bleed of course
Make me beg to end my life
Just to end the torture

I feel it in my bones
I read their minds i know
I see it in their eyes
I think Im gonna die

What do i know, schizo
Dilussions of whats sane
hallucinating crazy f**k
Mushing up your brain

Ill fight back
or so ill try
but in the end
i fear ill lie
Face down
on the floor
starring up
at the door
got to go
twitchings dull
cant hold on
Time to pull
Taking me
Far away
Wont return
any day.

When i go numb
A catatonic hub
Please disapear...

When you scream,
and ive gone deaf.
A vegetable is all im left
Please Cook me dear...

And When im not
Able to talk
Remenber what was
Try and live on...

I'll be lost
And never found
A statue glued upon the ground
A log thats rotting
A fading cloud
A star exploding
Breaking down...

Have no fear
I loved it here...
And i would love
From anywhere.

Singned the Psycho,
I WAS HERE.

Reviews

[Zarathustra]

Wow Amazing as hell.
scary but amazing

[Legion]

Me too. I think you've captured the feeling about right. A few typos, but overall pretty good.