Especial Reading.

Especial Reading.

A Poem by Jeremiah Medina
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A bunch of songs. Written quickly. May edit. Music needed.

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Fields of s**t. Nothing but. You must forget. Another cover up. Seems like reality. Could be fun. What level of experiences? Anything more. If I had my choice. You know what. Or do you? Wait I forgot. No body knows. Thanks to them. If only friends. Companions. Lengthy journeys. Stircrazy deranged. Over boredom. Cabin fever. Release me from this box again. Time's a wasting. Being patient. Tolerate the Decleration. Strategic planning. Steps being taken. The touch of another. My persistance. Asking for nothing. I'm not self obsessed. Perhaps that's why my lifes a mess. Maybe I really do hate it. Got away from me mind. Set on holding back the scream. Tormenting me. So what to do? It all or nothing. As if there weren't shades. Damn them for their cruelty. Some of us wont bend. Break the chains of monotony. Injury leads to? Nope, this isn't fantasy. The worlds new every day. I refuse to settle. Do not ask you too? Remember how we used to? Saddened by the hazeyness. I tranquilized my self hard. The deeper I go. The clearer it is. Beautiful knowledge. Sacred gifts.

Damn it. I was satisfied. My life to hell. So I try. Carelessness. Another path. Always ways. Simple facts. For daily use. Another hit. Predictabilty meets chaos. Exploding. Imploding. Expanding. The tapping of maddened fingers. Did you notice me at all? Cringing at normality. Laughing at your gaping jaws. If I offend you. Apathy. Couldn't please them all. Easily or not. Selfly aware. Spacing out. Glimps and Images. Meditating on my past. The holes filled in. Elementaly zen. Entrapped or free? The force of this passion. The source of it all. Tapped into the fraction. Focusing postively. Where's your attention? Edit memories? Different dimensions. Make it better. We can solve it. The decimals. Another problem. An intricate dissection. Microuniverses. A keen eye for observation. Highly experimental. How I'd love to f**k you? Making love improves it. Experience this present moment. Making me want you. Prove it. Like I had to. Easily done. A decent connection. Justifications. Never quit. Soulmates? Could of sworn. Could be mistaken? No reactions make me nervous. A bit shy. Some what timid. Attraction. Common ground. Stuck in the past, or in the future? Friendships first. Equivalency in bed. Differences. Partnerships. Exchange that hate. Do it again. Attitudes. My love for yours. Plenty to give. Groan.

The return of I to myself. Fighting for lives. Lead them out of hell. No worries. It'll be alright. Attempted to end. Good griefs. It's not that. Blame favors the mysterious. Throw them around. Lack of grudge. Work it out. Heal from a distance. Now cure. Heads spinning faster than Earth. The moon singing all night long. The suns waving to another star. Please, wont you load the bong. Damn, that green smells good. Thanks yo. Want a toke? Appreciate it. Decent folk.

Here's something decent for all the dreamers. Visions of Eden. An interesting endevour. Gasp, it's my reason. Where did you go? Well f**k, it only existed in your cellular phones. Let us improve this situation. An absent minded ambistion. Observing particle decelleration. Reaccelerate. Repeated frustration. So wow, look the bigger picture. Remove a figure form the calculation. Solved it back in, whenever that was. Various methods, techniques, styles. Bombs. Protronic stabelizers. Neutral ballance. Advancements. Deradiatiaded complacence. Whoa, look teleportation. Sci fi? HA! Meditation.

Slamming your head into the ground. The animalistic urge to end you. Civility takes over. Stomping you wont change it. Composure regained. Answers though. How shall I get them? Sly grins. Devestating pandorama. A slideshow begins... Well It seems the subject refused to follow the rules. Lets experiment. What'll happen if we do this. Tortured screams. Soft laughter. Hours of malace. Sarcastic banter.

Antimatter. Nothingness. Fragrances. Comparisons. Lies and slander. Character assualt. Prohibition. Works of art. Fire guns to solve your problems? Does that get you off? Better ways to deal with? Conflicting egomaniacs. Embracing my psychopathy. Self controlled. Thought you knew everthing? Never claimed to. I'm dealing with shadows. Various planes of existance. Unaware or arn't you? Is it significant? To ascend or not to. Levitating masters. Kinietic energy. Greener pastures. Faces in mirrors. I've dabbled. Weed's not here yet. Symmetry or oddity. Baffled.

Highya weirdos. Sup freaks? Whatcha doing? Watching TV. That's neat. So keenly focused on electricity. Right on. Says me. High voltage. Whatcha watching? Butter knife in bunny socket. Giggleing chuckles.TAKE ME TOO! It's not a real street. Dont tell him that dude. Yawn. You okay pimp? Sizzle. Don't ever do that again damn it. Sniffle. Sorries. Don't apologize just listen. Promise me you'll never do that again. Shaking. PROMISE ME! Ok brutter. Your not mad at me are you? No I'm not mad at you. F**k. I'm just worried. How do you feel dude? Sleepy. Just like the dwarf, huh? Trippy. He's okay? Seems to be. Freaked us the f**k out though. Buzz killed entirely. Not his, he's still buzzing. How neat. Puzzeling.

Secrets. Secrets. Their hiding something. My memories. Blocks floating. To figure out who's done it. We must keep this up. My pride over. Constant observation. Security. Well you could guess. Memory Replacement Hypnotherapy. Brainwashing. Freally. Asswhipes. Left an empty hole. Righ there. You know. The greater good. When will we know? Lack of denial. Visions of home. Highly protective. The early years. Why would? He wouldn't. Entirely concured. So what now? We'll get um, and do worse than the law would.

Enlighten us entirely. Please for loves sakes. Recent verses ancient history. Eh, Just another conspiracy huh? Cake. Accidentally blown covers. So used to their lies they believe them. Voices in real life. An entirely controled memory. Very commited. Willing recollection. Working together. How many left? Depends on the generation. Pooling information. Control the mind control the experience. Lifes coincidences. Less delerius. Keeping the weather. Makes perfect sense to me. Remember my womb memories? That'll take an hour for me. Been there. Done that. Be free. The soundtrack of auditoriums. Disbelievers. As if we weren't used to it. The idea. Read them. They're used to it. The elders know it. A slight resemblance to our. It shows. A whispering in my ear. Multiple marriages. Other siblings. Their whispers. Constantly underestimated. Seems like it. Triggers. Kin. Lullabies. The mirror as well. It's the subtle stuff. My investigating. Others clues, hints. Why prolong this? Gold diggers. To hell with those minors. Subjigated. Scheduling? Honesty matters. I can tell the difference. Imagination and memories. Thanks for nothing. Contracts signed. Fingerprints. Destinies. Wittnesses. What of the culprits? Will not be missed. What of the tragedy? Hostage situation. Demanding explinations. What the f**k took so long? They turned it into a betting game. Cases. Nets. Baskets. Ducks. Indian blankets. Togas. How long will it take them to get it? Agravated what?

Long long time ago. Back before you. Keep this one. I'll never forget. Though they tried to make me. Shh! No bragging though. Get it? Stay strong. The fight continues. Intricate what? We know who we're after. The Ghosts. Their targets. How they? Illumination. A figure. Proof of it. Terrible fiends. We'll get them. I'll go from jackle to hide in a minute. Best one I've got. Take you with me. Care not. Need not. Have none. Wow. If so. Care not. Karmas swell. Do you notice now? I think I do. That is how. Justice works. Fair enough. Pick it up. Not a skeptic. Regular debriefing. Keeping it real. Their seclusion. Dedication. Safety first. Knowledge is power. Be yourself. Burst into flames. Exploding. Puffs of smoke. Ashes. Names. All the specs fly away. Putt themselves back together again.

Traveling in time. So can you. So duh? Someone unpredictable. Your crazies cool. Pardon? So's yours. Lets be pals. Okay then. Sounds fun. Comparing demons. Therapies. Various ways of being at ease. Buds. You smoke? Toke as a matter of fact. Freal. Highpriest. My priestess. Thumbtacks. Glamours. Ilussions a passtime. Magical thinking. Nothing wrong with. Other philosophies. Overly considerate. Bandits. Gangster farmers. Plans. Improvation. Humble. Deepthinking. Spaced out. All natural. Far out seeker. Acting. Pretending. Allegedly? Drastic. Candid speaking. Camera. Satire. Practice. Shocks. Campfires. Dexterity. Flexable. Open to. Communicate. Human trees. Linguism. Anarchy beats fascism. Tricky. Church of Nature. Tree houses. Caves. F**k your status. Purpose. We'll do magix. Verdicts. Will not panic. Have a ball. Don't use cash. Partying on. Congradulation. Hilarious. Nature worshiping. Elementary. Impressions. Good or bad. Thrown voices. Pranks. Torrets. Biologies. Spark it up. Change is necessary. Typical. Confusion. Hot pokers. Brands. Labled. Invokings. Summonings. All of the above. Parallel universes. So what? Stretching. Projecting on me. No agenda.

Your predictability. Hostility rising. Reading. Guaging. Channeling. Timing. Instructions. Emergencies. Measuring. All kinds of arts here be. Testing myself. Experimenting. As if I mattered. Never have. Never will. Posessions. Loath me then. If I deserve. What do I. Nothing at all. Fabrications? Calm? Superb. I'd rather not. But then again. It happens. Not so. That's how intricate it gets. Amazing. I could believe anything. At this point. Reality bends. Energy. Twists and turns. Anticipate. Alone again. Exiled. Who knows what to do? Cackel.Volumized. Subdue. Programming. Codes. Tudes.

Fire Air Water Earth. Earth Air Fire Water. Water Earth Fire Air. Air Water Earth Fire. Spirit. Soul. Heart. Love.

No spite. Incorrectnesses. Check your facts. Superstitions. Tell me about your self. Take a sit and have a drink and relax. Blink. Memory issues. Entanglement. Theoritacaly. Hypotheticaly. Attainment. Mettamorphosis. Pausing. Grandeur. Faculties. Other Enthusiastes? Dogmatic judgment. Cold logics. Repeat yourself. Atomic movement. Subatomics. Working on perceptions. Experiencing all. Tranforming myself. My way. Becoming me entirely.

Numberology. Binary. Morse codes. Chemical. Pathology. Diagnostics. Conditions. Malfunctions. Study blood. Temperature. Decay. Getting back. The many ways to roll a joint. Weapons. Dual. Neropaths. Regenertion. Regrowth. Lizards tale. How could? The scales. The science of . All kinds. Scholactic missions. Romance. Alternatives too. Brain dead. Genetics. Lab coats. Spiffy. Chaotic relativity. Polarities. Ify Fly traps. The shine of others. Progressing. Improvement. Knew I could do it. Good ones. Self taught. Quick learn. The amount of years? Absorbing knowledge at a specific rate. Isn't It Grand? Could it be fate? Keep it coming. Various diciplines. Humane. Defensive. Well duh. Not sure. Test the limits. Reconfirm. Condensation. A blue cap. Scraping on. Eat dirt. Debate. Sure thing. Dreamy. Fantastic. Invisibility. Chakras. Theologicaly. Hobbies. Knocking. Privacy. Respect is? Get it. Got it. Fix it. Lock. Unlock. Open. Close. On. Off. Expand. Recoil. Directions. Corners. Bells. Ink . Broken axe. By myself. Create.

Attendances of advancement. Perhaps I'm good. Head spinning. Literaly blowing up. Funny. Hysterics. Frantic. Bountiful. Tantric. Disks of 6. Absolving. Concentration. All over. Spiking. Accelerate. Mediate. Moan. More paper. Up. Down. Lunacy. Vaccines. Antidotes. Adresses. Motivations. The unenlighted. Ego popping. Speakers amplify.Thunder and lightning. Just checking. Silent types. Add libbing. Dinging. Ringing. The influence of others effect on you. Divided. A chicks box. Ingriedience to. Human beings. On top of pizza. Fresh organs. Magnetic vindiction. Individuality. Bottles of Life. Antidotes. Currents strength. Light waves. Samples. Virginities. Mystical.Mythical. Cardboard. Sandstone. Glasses. Your own. Contemplation. Turn the tables. Vibration glowing. Pulsation. P***y discharge. Validation. Panes. Beyond the glass. Sculpting. Play. Sweet dough. Dazed gazing. Divining. Toppled over. Affirmation. As does everything. Possible. Explicity. Equality. Integrity. Creatures of savagery. Preverbial. Subconscious programming. Retorical. Spontanious racidals. Vroom. Spoon. Tomb. Maroon.Calous. Vigourous. Vortexes. Rips in time warps in nails and hair. Isolated. Mountains. Questing never. Wims. Powerfulness. Holes in heads. Badly needed. Salavating. Aphrodesia. Another night of lonesome. Genius. Que tips. Comments blisters. Hammocks swinging. Totem poles. Shot glass candle. Bone.

 

 

© 2013 Jeremiah Medina


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Jeremiah Medina
Jeremiah Medina

In the Woods, TX



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I Am Me. Not a tree. Not a dream or submarine. I am happy. I am Free. I am laughing, At disbelief. Living life, Lovin beats. I am me This is it. more..

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