SuppressionA Story by JaylynnAri has the unique gift of being able to project whatever her mind creates on the outside world. Ian thinks that she shouldn't be allowed to live in a fantasy.“Don’t
let the monster escape!” “Let the little demon burn.” Smoke stung Ari’s eyes as she crawled
down the hallway to her mom’s bedroom. Between the fierce red glare of the
flames and the thick clouds of smoke, she could barely make out the walls
surrounding her. She could still hear the men shouting outside, over the sounds
of the flames eating through her home. “Mommy?” She called out. Her voice was
raspy from inhaling so much smoke and ash. “Where are you?” She said over and
over. Her entire body ached and her heart beat heavily against her chest. Her
throat was beginning to tighten to the point where breathing was painful, but
she kept calling. Ari found her mom’s partially open door
and pushed inside. She was getting light-headed, but she fought to keep her
eyes open. “Mommy?” She choked out. There was no
answer, except the crackles of the flames devouring the walls and the yells of
the men outside. Ari carefully stood at the edge of her mom’s bed. “Please,
wake up.” She fisted the covers to pull them off her mom.
“Is
this a normal occurrence?” “Yeah,
you’ll get used to it.” Ian
looked from the monitors, where Ari still lied shrieking, to Michael. “And we
never interfere?” Ian asked. Michael
sighed and lit a cigarette. “Did you even read the file before you accepted
this post?” He asked. Ian
shrugged, “I did, but the file failed to mention that the natural was a child.
She’s what fourteen? Fifteen? And they said they we were containing her for
‘the safety of the people’ I can’t see her hurting anyone.” Michael
starting laughing, leaning back in his chair. “Kid, she broke the first rule of
being an illusionist. She is definitely a danger to everyone in her state.”
Michael took a long drag of his cigarette. “Listen, private, do not interfere,
and don’t get attached, and you’ll do just fine here. Disobey and you’ll end up
just as crazy as her.”
“Ari! Ari, wake up, baby!” Ari couldn’t
stop shaking, as bolted up off the bed. “Ari, calm down. You were having a
nightmare, but you’re alright now; I’m here.” Ari’s mother put her arms around
Ari’s thin shoulders and squeezed her tight. “I’m right here. I won’t let
anything happen to you,” she whispered into Ari’s ear. Ari trembled and didn’t respond to her
in any way. Her eyes stayed focused on the walls. They flickered between the emerald
wallpaper of her mother’s room to the charred ember red of her nightmare. She
could smell the smoke and feel the heat on her skin. She heard the echo of
“monster” rebounding off the walls. “Ari, look at me,” her mother said, but
Ari just shook her head, still staring at the walls. Green, then red. Green,
then red. Over and over again the flickered. “Ari, why won’t you look at me?
What are you afraid of?” her mother asked. Ari fisted the covers in her hands and
took a deep breath. “I’m afraid of what I’ll see,” she whispered.
“It’s
a shame that cameras can’t catch illusions.” Ian said, staring at Ari, as she
talked to the air. “You’ll
get the gist of what she’s seeing eventually.” Michael said around his
cigarette. “Besides, I’d rather not know what going on inside her head.” “Has
anyone ever tried talking to her?” “No
we just locked her up without cause.” Michael rolled his eyes. “Of course we
tried, you moron. Unfortunately, she has a nasty habit of driving everyone who
comes in direct contact with her insane.” Ian
frowned as he looked at Ari crying in what looked like relief and rocking
herself back and forth. “She does? I don’t understand how or why she would do
that.” Michael
sighed, “How many illusionists have you come in contact with?” Ian
leaned back and stared at the ceiling, “Five or six, but I’ve never met a
natural.” Ian started laughing. “Hell, before I heard of this project, I was
beginning to think that they were myths.” “True,”
Michael said. “Most illusionists train for years, and yet very few have the
power that Ari has.” “Are
naturals that powerful?” Michael
shrugged. “Ari the first one we’ve ever met.”
Ari continued to tremble as she stood in
the shower. She kept her eyes closed to avoid watching everything flicker
between her clean ordinary house and the burning ruins of her dream. Not for
the first time, she wished she didn’t have these powers. She wished she didn’t
clearly see what was inside her head. Ari sighed and starting washing her
short choppy hair. She couldn’t remember when she cut it like this, because she
used to love when her mother would brush out her long hair. For a split second
the smell of burning hair, stung Ari’s nose, before she forced her mind to
focus on the smell of her shampoo. “I am in control of my mind,” she said
aloud. Ari wished more than anything that this were true. If it were she would
stop scaring herself with what she saw, what she imagined. She would stop
having nightmares that were so real. She would stop scaring her mother, too. Ari almost started crying. She shouldn’t
have pushed her mother away, but she didn’t want to risk seeing her. Her
nightmare always ended before she pulled the blanket away, but she couldn’t
bare it if her mind finished that projection. She never wanted to see her
mother in the fire. Ari turned to water off and stepped out
of the shower. “Maybe, I’ll show her something beautiful tonight to make up for
it,” she thought. Her mother always told her that her gift was rare and
special. She was never afraid of it, like Ari was. She chose only to see the
beauty in what Ari’s illusions could produce.
“Michael,
why is she here? What brought her to us?” Ian asked. Michael
shot him a look. “Please don’t tell me you’re getting attached. “I
can’t help but feel sorry for her. She’s trapped in a cage and doesn’t even
know it.” Michael
stared first at Ian and then at Ari. “She’s a natural. We want to harness that
power if we can.” Ian
narrowed his eyes. “So you’re saying we want to make her into a weapon.” Ian
balled his hand into a fist and gritted his teeth. “She’s a child.” Michael
didn’t blink, but he took his cigarette out of his mouth. “Ari can create projections
that fool your senses. You see, hear, smell, taste, and most importantly feel,
what she wants you to. Her powers trick your brain into believing whatever
world she has created. If she would stab you with a knife, you’d feel as if
you’d been stabbed. If she placed you in the middle of a burning building,
you’d feel as if you were burning alive.” Michael grinned sadly at Ian’s pale
face. “Imagine what she could do, if she could control her abilities. She could
incapacitate everyone around her, without ever touching them.” Michael shook
his head and turned back to the screen. “None of that will matter, though,
because I don’t believe she’ll ever recover.” Ian
swallowed thickly, feeling more than a little nauseous. “Recover from what?” He
finally asked. Ari laughed as she danced around the
living room for her mother. She transformed the living room into a beautiful
garden with white roses that rested by a lake with swans preening in the sun
and deer drinking at the water’s edge. Her mother giggled and marveled at the
detail of Ari’s illusion. “Show me another, Ari!” She begged. Ari
giggled and waved her hand, turning the room into a sea of performers, dancing
in unison to an up tempo beat. Ari felt so content watching her mother’s dark
green eyes light up with each new place Ari took them. Ari focused her mind to
sharpen all the details of her illusion, to truly place them in the middle of
her imagination. Ari’s mother opened her arms and she
climbed into them. The dancers and music faded away to show the sun setting on
a forgotten valley, with her and her mother sitting on a cliff’s edge. “I love
you more than anything, Ari,” her mother said. “You and your gift are so
beautiful.” Ari nodded not wanting to say anything, in case the happiness she
felt would fade away with her illusions.
“You’re
just going to leave her like this?” Ian slammed his hands down on the keyboard.
“Why didn’t I know about this before?” “Can’t
be helped,” Michael moved the keyboard away from Ian. “She’s dangerous, and
we’re not about to let her run about, with her imagination leaking everywhere
to screw with people’s heads. Can you imagine the confusion and panic, if
people’s worlds were altered to how Ari sees the world?” Ian
gritted his teeth. “Then why aren’t we helping her control it? Get another
illusionist in here to train her.” Michael
glared at Ian. “Have you not been listening? She’s stronger than they are. They
had to train their whole lives to do what she can do without thinking about it.
How would any of them be able to help her?” “Someone
should do something.” Ian stood up and started pacing. “This is wrong.” “Kid,
she’s happy, so why are you so concerned?” Michael asked. “Happy?”
He yelled pointing at her. “She doesn’t know any better! She’s living in a
fantasy, in an…” “Illusion?”
Michael cut in. “Remember what I told you? She broke rule one.” Ian
took a deep breath and tried to stop his hands from shaking by stuffing them in
his pockets. “What’s rule one?” “Don’t
confuse your illusions for reality.” Michael shook his head. “Kid, she’s
created her own reality, and I for one can’t blame her.” Ian
gritted his teeth, but he sank back down into his chair. “This is wrong,” he
said. “She’ll never get better like this. Someone needs to help her.”
“Don’t let the monster escape!” “Let the little demon burn.” Smoke stung Ari’s eyes as she crawled
down the hallway to her mom’s bedroom. Between the fierce red glare of the
flames and the thick clouds of smoke, she could barely make out the walls
surrounding her. “Mommy?” She called out. Her voice was
raspy from inhaling so much smoke and ash. “Where are you?” She said over and
over. It wasn’t only the heat and the smoke that were making her eyes water. Ari’s found her mom’s partially open
door and pushed inside. She was getting light-headed, and it was getting harder
to breathe. Ari could feel her heart beating painfully in her chest as she
fought to stay awake. “Mommy?” She choked out. There was no
answer, except the crackles of the flames devouring the walls. Ari carefully stood
at the edge of her mom’s bed. “Please, wake up.” She fisted the covers to pull
them off her mom, when she felt a hand grab her shoulder. Ari spun around to see a young man
staring at her. “Who are you?” she cried. “Ari, listen to me,” he said. “My name’s
Ian. I’m one of the men in charge of watching you.” “What do you mean watching me?” She
tried to pull away from him, but he held her tight. “Ari, listen to me. This isn’t just an
illusion…” “How do you know about that?” Ari asked.
The flames started closing in around them, blocking of any escape. “I’m part of a special task force, but
that’s not important right now. You need to listen to me,” Ian said bending
down to her height. “This isn’t just an illusion, this is a memory.” “A…a memory?” Ari stuttered out. She
looked down at her fist that continued to clutch the blanket. “No, this isn’t a
memory. It can’t be.” Ari started crying. “This never happened!” Ari’s entire
body started shaking as she sobbed. “This is just a nightmare.” Her eyes slid
out of focus. “Not real. Not real.” She chanted over and over again. Ian grabbed both her shoulders and shook
her. “You’re not dreaming Ari. You keep reliving this nightmare for a reason!
This happened Ari!” Ian flinched as he felt the flames start to burn hotter
around them. “You’ll keep reliving this until you can heal and move on, but you
won’t if you pretend it isn’t real,” he shouted at her. Ian shook her harder,
when she ignored him and kept chanting. “Listen to me! People were afraid of
what you can do, so they came to your home. Ari what they said isn’t true.
You’re not a monster or a demon. You’re a natural. You can’t live in the past
like this.” He took a deep breath. “I can help you, Ari. I can show you what’s
real.” Ian looked straight into Ari’s eyes. Ari’s breathing got faster and more
shallow as the stare down continued. The flames spiraled around them as if
possessed. His eyes were a deep green with some spots of crimson dotting his
right eye. Green and red. Ari bit him and tore from his arms to spin
around. She pulled the covers back and nearly fainted. Her mother lay curled on
the mattress burns marring her skin with her eyes open. They looked glassy and
the red of the flames danced with the deep green of her irises. Ari puked on the floor and screamed and
cried. When she felt Ian grab her shoulder, she kicked and bit him as he tried
to calm her down. Ari suddenly went limp and started giggling. Ian paled as he
turned her over and saw her eyes glowing an eerie red. “Ari?” He hesitantly asked. “Ian,” she giggled. “Burn with me.”
“Commander,
I have another one for the asylum,” Michael said lighting up another cigarette.
“The girl? She’s fine. I believe she’s watching a sunset with her mother. I
don’t know if I’d say she’s a lost cause. Of course, I’ll remain here. And
commander please stop sending me people, I’m fine on my own.” Michael hung up
the phone and rubbed his eyes as he sighed, but he smiled as he saw Ari
giggling happily in her own little world. © 2014 JaylynnAuthor's Note
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Added on April 29, 2014 Last Updated on April 29, 2014 Tags: illusion, fantasy, psychological AuthorJaylynnMOAboutI'm a college student, studying English with an emphasis in creative writing. I'm an active video gamer. I use my little brother (he's fourteen) as a guinea pig for my writing. more..Writing
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