Loosing My Mind ..

Just something ..

Slowly Loosing My Mind
This facade is slowly fading
Thought of turning to drinking
But that hole is deeper
I need saving
From the ones who say they love me
But deep down secretly hate me
Thought the ones that I could count on was the ones who actually made me
Thought I had family in my circle
But its just me myself & B
I'm thankful that he's still young
Ik he's gonna turn into a man
But the bullshit That surrounds us now
He wouldn't understand
So I gotta get us out
I feel like this is my only chance
Family turned into s**t
So I'm washing my hands
Of the fake ness
The hate
The lies
What's my fate
Will I die
Will I survive
Tryna move past it but I can't
Cuz it's stuck inside my mind
Where's this peace I'm Tryna find
Searching for Somethin I can't find
F**k I'm stuck
Feels like I'm blind
But despite all the obstacles
I gotta keep Tryin
Nobody understands
Say I'm over exaggerating
Put my shoes for its a second
Guarantee you that you'll hate it