Don't Settle

It's not really a story, it's more of a blog. It's about a girl I met the other day. It was magic, seemed too good to be true. Whether it is or not I've learned a valuable lesson.

If nothing else comes of this relationship she has taught me not to settle for just anyone.

          Even if what I thought was genuine chemistry turns out to be just me, if she doesn't feel what I felt, I've still learned a valuable thing; that I can be that excited about someone.

          I hadn't felt that way in a very long time. It's kind of scary how it happen so fast. She seemed to come out of nowhere. I hardly know her yet it seems like I can just sense from our one day together that she has so much of what I want in a girl.

          The more I think about it the less sense it makes. My heart seemed to go from 0-60 in way too short a time. I hope I'm not seeing more in her than is really there. I know she can't possibly be perfect but I hope I'm not at least totally wrong about what I see in her.

          How could she possibly be as interested in, and as sweet to  me as she appeared to be? We hardly know each other. The same day I learn her last name she's sharing food with me, I'm getting her number, and we're going shopping together! I feel so unworthy of someone of her caliber even talking to me. I don't deserve that beautiful smile she seemed to give to just me. I went from just kinda moping through life to  suddenly feeling  like getting my act together, like cleaning up my life, like being a better person, someone who's company a lady like her would enjoy.

          It's funny how just the day before I'm debating in my mind between two other woman I was interested in. Now all the sudden it is as if there is no room in my brain to think about anyone else. I know every good relationship doesn't start out like this. For some that excitement about the other person may build up over time. Like I said before though, If I don't see the potential for this in another person I've learned not to waste my time with them.

-These are the Adventures of JayMo, sometimes real, sometimes just in my head.-

-JayMo

Author's Note

I know this site isn't really the place for blogging but I just had to let this out somewhere (somewhere where people I actually know don't look...unless they area really trying :P). I am curious to hear others input on the subject.