Where The Celestial Begins

About being able to move on from something that was a major part of your life

Answer the call

To a knock that was always silent

The lights are dimming and the home is empty 

There's no one remaining to answer the door

Somewhere, in an abandoned place

Is scratching and clawing at imagined walls

Missing the chance to change

So there she remains, still estranged 

I can't handle the loss, the cooling of the fire

Where the heart stops and the celestial begins

I'll gladly let the poison in 

Remove the boundaries

I've missed every opportunity

The time is slipping away, the world fades

And I'm approaching this event's horizon

Nowhere, Nowhere left to crawl away to

The walls are narrowing now

Too late, no time left to change

Forgotten in purgatory, eternally estranged

I can't handle the loss, the darkening of my eyes

Where the heart stops and the celestial begins

I'll devour every sin 

Waving goodbye, but with voices and faces redacted

There's not a trace, not a hint of a reaction

The tides separate our two worlds

Now I can finally prepare for death 

Reviews

[Clara]

That's quite a sombre write, Jay.

I was drawn in from the first stanza and could understand the feelings of wanting to end it all.
I hope that whatever it is, you've been able to move on from it.

[JayJayBlue]

Thank you for the review :) Although I must admit I wrote it from someone elses perspective