All In Check

A somewhat surreal piece about paranoia, drug abuse, panic and loss

I'm pretty sure I'm insane

And the sugar has been tipped away

So I'm wasting so much time

Replacing the sucrose with cocaine

I'm on the brink

And everything feels painful to the touch

Heavy irons placed upon my chest

And the panic comes rushing in

Let's keep my head in check

(All my fantasies in a row)

F**k it, I'm already dead

(But heaven is just as horrible)

I know that I'm paranoid

And I'm facing against the void

The fruit that led to Hell

As the Garden of Eden was destroyed

I want to be beautiful

Feel myself corrode inside out

The war between toxins begins

As the cocaine comes rushing in

Let's keep my head in check

(All my fantasies in a row)

F**k it, I'm already dead

(But heaven is just as horrible)

And now I'm falling away

Heaven and hell 

Who cares, but for the escape?