Whatever It Is My Heart Wants

Having mixed feelings for someone and wishing you could do something about them for better or worse

Is this what I'm supposed to endure
My corrupted, tainted heart
In a dispassionate way
Is eternally pure

Is this what I'm meant to feel now
Does the pain ever stop
Always asking questions
F**k, I wish for silence

I wish I could cease to notice
Just what it is my heart wants

Is this how I'm meant to dream
You always there in my thoughts
Is it the truth
Or some unwritten law

Is this what I'm meant to suffer now
Does it ever subside
I'll clear the wreckage
There's nothing underneath

I wish I could cease to notice
Just what it is my heart wants

You're hollow and empty
Nondescript and shallow
But I can't get enough of you
I wish I could make up my mind

I wish I could cease to notice
Just what it is my heart wants

Reviews

[Rafia ~ Yellow Girl]

Its a nice piece. Something very similar to what I've been going through. I hope such situation settle soon!

[L4rn13]

This write speaks volumes to me. Each time the best way to go through them is acknowledge and move on.

'Is this what I'm meant to feel now
Does the pain ever stop
Always asking questions
F**k, I wish for silence'

This stanza stood out to me the most. Keep it up.