What are you doing here

p'a hoy hoy

I am a vibrating particle. 

I am moving so fast

it looked like I was standing still.

I am doing so much, yet,

not doing anything at all.

In my time, I thought and thought,

I think so much I have no thoughts.

I am so correct that I'm wrong.

I beat myself up until I

actually showed. It wasn't easy,

but then again it was too.

                     Touch me. 

Feel me. See me. What are

you doing? I'm not here.