JOURNEY - an act of going to one place to anotherA Poem by Jason S Breed
(PART 1) THE BREAKFAST.
Morning awakes, Follow it, Breathe it, Cherish it. The breeze, Flowers, the rustle in the trees, Everything innocent starts with a morning. The new born, The day, A working day. Breakfast! Yes, breakfast. A first and must, Every creature starts the day with a meal. The lions first kill. A spiders first fly, Strangulated and suffocating ensnared inside the web. Wandering, Wondering whether youll finish this journey. The journey towards the city of dreams. Will your vacation be made complete. (PART 2) THE PATH. With the path ahead of you, Every step, Whether right or wrong, Is a step towards the city of dreams. Be careful though. Watch the path as it may lead you to unwanted pastures. But follow the correct path, And follow without tripping. Then you may reach your goal. (PART 3) THE UNDECIDED VOTER. Is this the day? Is this the hour? The time has come, Youve passed the forest of the misled, The path turns into street, The pace quickens, You are joined by others, Others hoping to reach their own individual goal. There in front of you, You see it. The sight you left the womb for. But such an impressive sight. Aheadthere. Was it worth leaving for? Wasnt it! Some around you, Stop, Fall, Crying and screaming. Wishing they hadnt left the safety of their mothers breast behind them. Their tortured souls destined to scream out in pain from the lonely desperation of the hard shoulder. They beg, Causing some passing dreamers to stop and help the fallen. Only to be suddenly devoured by the tortured. The few of you left press on. Are you in the few? Or have you been devoured. Or were you one of those tortured souls who has left your dreams behind, Giving way to reality. Those of you who have pressed on will reach the city of dreams. (PART 4) THE GATES. The gates of the citadel loom up in front of you. The guards stop each of you. Ask what business you have inside the walls of the citadel. The queue slowly diminishes. Some are turned away. Their dreams smashed and thrown. Cast away to be washed down the drain. Though some return and try their luck again. People of all ages stand around, Awaiting the judgement. Suddenly all eyes are on you. Its your turn. You gulp, Your palms become sweaty, You wipe the perspiration from them. Joy eclipses you. The gates open and the guards bid you a good journey inside the walls of the city. (PART 5) THE ILLUSION. The city, This concrete and stone monstrosity has engulfed you. Like Jonah in the Whale you are alone. With no familiar surroundings, Unhappy faces walk past. Staring at their shoes and scared to look you straight in the eye. They try and mislead you. Tell you that youve made the mistake, That your dreams are really nightmares and that no sanctuary can be found in this citadel of illusion. Are you listening to their malicious gossip, Have you joined the pack only to end up as a white mouse on the dissection table in the corporate lab. (PART 6) THE FALLEN EMPEROR. He walks, In an illusion. His underlings await to slit his throat. And jump into his shoes, Take over, Lead the empire to a greater glory, And then, End up like all dictators. Be opposed. But the underlings, The worms under him await in the aisles. Await for that one mortifying mistake, To step one more place up the ladder, Only to find the snake. Is this what youve dreamed? Are you witnessing a future reflection of yourself. (PART 7) THE QUESTION. Suddenly seeing the illusionists, You forget. Why have I come here? What do I seek? Is this my dream I see before me. Am I to wander through these paper walls which hold me. Am I to walk these movable walk ways only to realise I am moving against the flow. Only to end up like a salmon, Dead and upstream. Only to leave my dream to my maternal offspring. (PART 8) THE REALISM. The sickness, The regret, Do you feel it. Am I to faint and let this city crush my dream. Stop my feeble body from reaching its destiny. The dream, I now remember. It is why I am here. It is why I tightrope this silken thread. I must keep my balance and stop myself from falling into the web below. (PART 9) THE STREET CIRCUS. The joy in their faces, As the deluded walk down the street. Jesters, Jugglers, Acrobats and other circus acts, All of whom think that theyve found their dream. They perform faster and faster without stopping until they have exhausted themselves. Their dream found but unable to leave. Only to persuade others of forgetting their goal and join the metropolis circus. One or two of you suddenly join in, And start a new act. As sudden as their arrival, Their departure as swift. You are left to gather your thoughts with your dream still clasped firmly in your hand. (PART 10) THE JOY. The city now seems less threatening. The tall buildings with the mirrored windows gleam as the sun shines off them. The dream in your hand, Keep it and dont share it until you have discovered its potential. Then let the world know. Climb the tallest building and scream it out from the rooftop. Let the citadel know that you are not beaten easily. It is then you realise that the goal is found. Not under a stone, Not in a padded wallet but in your own heart. If youve succeeded you will feel it. However small your dream may be the joy of success will scream out. (PART 11) THE HUNT. Stalking down the road, The search has begun. The goal, Aheadsomewhere ahead. Or have you already discovered your dream. Is it firmly placed in your pockets. If it is, Check those pockets and dig deep. The city doesnt steal dreams but the illusionists do. These kleptomaniacs will do anything to leave on a stolen passport. Whilst you find yourself taking their place. An English tourist sitting in the gutter of a strange land, Moping around, With your head in your hands, After having the chalice wrenched from your hands. (PART 12) AT FIRST SIGHTING. Suddenly, Thereahead of you. To the left, Or was it to the right. The crowds, Oh, the crowds. There are too many people pushing and pulling me back. I cant overcome the flow. Give up! You hear your voice telling you to retire from the quest. NO! Ive come this far, I will not be defeated. You feel like a tourist leaving the tube train and fighting to get off during the rush hour. Push, Shove, Fight thembeat them, Kick themkill them. Kill for that dream. Does it really mean that much to you? YES, I must reach my goal. Suddenly, the crowd disperses. Do not the illusionists see? I am within succeeding my aim. Why dont they follow? Are they blind? Surely they can see my grail is within my grasp. (PART 13) THE GOAL. There it sits in your hand. Staring back at you, As though asking the question. Whats all this fuss about? Your dream is here. Reality has taken its toll. This secret you have kept dear throughout your journey. The dream is now yours to behold and to squander. Scream out and show the illusionists. Say to them, This is mine. This is my key to happiness, This is my passport from this deluded hell. I am alive and now I can leave. The illusionists look at you as though you are mentally deranged. You are someone out to threaten them. They seem to cower as you walk towards them. Completely unsure of someone with heaven in the hands. The crowds break and give your path a wide berth. Some as they do so scold you and throw invisible daggers from shallow eyes. Curse your very existence. But you have the dream, And their childish jealously means nothing at this very moment. (PART 14) THE DEPARTURE LOUNGE. You are gazing at the world through rose-coloured glasses. As you retrace your steps towards the main gate, You meet one or two who entered the citadel at the same time as yourself. They greet you like an old school friend. Each of you has his or her dream with them. You all discuss the journey and what each of you have had to endure. You realise you had a fairly quiet trip compared to your colleagues. You all feel like the magnificent seven with the sun at your back. Walking towards the immortality which each of you have sought after. But like rose-coloured glasses, Dreams can shatter. With this thought permanently imprinted in your minds eye, The main gate looms nearer. (PART 15) THE DELAY. Here at the gate, The guards announce that each of you will be questioned thoroughly before you leave. And ask if the dream they hold is really their passport from the citadel. Somewhere in front, An illusionist is trying to bluff his way out of his private delusion. But the guards always know. Like St. Peter, they have their list. No one has yet left the city on someone elses meal ticket. The perspiration pours out of this worried man. His pleas go unanswered as the guards throw him aside. The man raises himself to his feet. Screams and cries at everyone standing in the queue. He grovels at your feet but you do not help him. Seeing that his cries are falling on deaf ears. He suddenly stands upright gazes right to left, Then with wild insanity runs off into the throng of the city shouting, wailing and bawling like a spoilt brat. You watch him disappear into the crowded streets. It is soon your turn to leave. The guards interrogate you. The question is asked and you answer. Suddenly the world is in slow motion. The strobe light flashing at the disco scene. The guards turn the key, The thud of the bolt being pulled, The gate creaks open, You walk through. Reality bites as the gate shuts behind you with a crash. The pause button removed and you are free. The city is behind you the exam passed and you are left to collect your thoughts. (PART 16) THE REALISM. The quest complete. The dream firmly tucked under your belt. The world floats by at a leisurely pace. Life is complete, The Cheshire Cat smile across your face, Shows the passers by of your success and happiness. Some ask the way to the city, You just brush past them without answering. Suddenly, someone stops you. You look up. Your eyes dive and drown in brown eyes. A mermaid asks Why so happy? Without a word leaving your lips. You take hold of her, Embrace her and with one single kiss, You clasp her by the hand and she leads you to happiness. It is at this point, You realise the dream cannot be shattered or stolen. It was yours and no one elses right from the start. © 2008 Jason S Breed |
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Added on February 16, 2008 AuthorJason S BreedLeighton Buzzard, Bedfordshire, United KingdomAboutI am ME...what more is there to say! Oh alright...if you want to know more... I grew up in Beeston, Nr. Sandy, and at an early age showed an interest in everything horticultural and also enjoyed creat.. more..Writing
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